dinsdag 15 oktober 2013

Heaven/Hell (this is what makes it special)

Here in Heaven and Hell, there is no time or space confined by measurements and rules.
You are surrounded by everything and everyone you ever thought of, well as longs they are dead people.
Which they are, because here there is as much of the future as there is of the past.
You can see your life flash before your eyes and you see the consequences of your choices.
The influence your life has had on others. You can see the outcomes of the ifs and the maybes.
This place is what you want it to be, this place is what you made it to be.
This place doesn't exist.

dinsdag 1 oktober 2013

Ranting about my blue balls

I want to call Latvia and tell them I turned gay.
How do people find love every day.

I watch romantic comedy, they make me sad.
Romance and love is dead.

I surf dating sites and make ton's of new friends.
I can't meet them in real life, then the magic ends.

You have to start feeling real feelings,
have to speak words
with real meanings.

Though creating a profile often makes me sick
I cannot help but come off like a dick.

I say what I currently feel and perhaps sometimes too fast.
I suppose that's my love and it never will last.

My hope lies by a single straw thread.
I guess now its over... I'll consider myself dead.




(Wrote this with the help of Trentsteel, from Vampirefreaks, sorry buddy almost forgot to keep my promise there.)